@Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

I think we are done here. I am not sure our friendship will manage to survive this year, & I feel helpless to stop this, no matter what i do

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

Your darkness & silence & contempt are formidable. Makes u out of reach, makes me realize how much u lost, weakens my resolve.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

We all depend on each other, u know? In the face of all of those who are falling apart around us, we managed to survive. But did we?

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

Your transformation has been jarring, their transformation pitiful, and I am not sure what I am becoming or if I even want this life.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

I just want a win, god damn it. One win. One well played game. I don't want to believe we are a generation of dumb losers.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

But I have seen what It takes to win, and the price one must pay. I don't pity u or feel sorry for u. I just want my friend back.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

Cause, at the end of the day, honestly, we are too fuckin young to be this bitter and disgusted with the world & what it does to us.

RamyYaacoub Ramy Yaacoub

Sometimes, just sometimes, hangouts w/ ones who are in the know make me feel like #Egypt now is Germany right before the 3rd Reich took over

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

@RamyYaacoub I wish. Even they had a leader.

RamyYaacoub Ramy Yaacoub

@Sandmonkey but it feels that the liberals (Hitler opposition) is just sipping their drinks waiting for history repeat itself

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

@RamyYaacoub sometimes I wonder if we are expecting pyromaniacs to help put out a fire that could engulf everything. why would they?

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

@RamyYaacoub Plus, there is a surreal feel to everything. everything is a movie & they just want to see how it ends.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

I apologize for having public conversations not aimed at you here, but if I don't release my melancholy it will be replaced by wrath.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

And if the wrath is unleashed it will be towrds friends & people I respect, & I won't join the cannibalism fest going on.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

I despair, I get over it the next day. worst part of training urself to be numb, it usually ends up working.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

And tomorrow we start all over again. Head high, fighting spirit, ready to battle. Cause we are the only ones still fighting.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

Cause that's what we do... #liberalunderground

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

Years from now, when all of this quiets down, I am not sure there is a situation anywhere in the world that we will not be able to handle.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

I pity the apocalypse that will have to face us....The Skills we have now..the experiences...and we are still here. Despite it all.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

Clashes with police...check...Clashes with thugs...check...with armed forces...check...street weapons creation & utilization...check

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

Unbelievable social pressure...check...Manuevering corrupt legal systems...check...ability to survive in most dangerous situations...CHECK

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

Swam in the gutters...check...touched the stars...check...watched our personal lives disappear...check...Love Interests too?...Check

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

All of the previously mentioned all at once...CHECK! Without a break in a relentless pace...check. The apocalypse will be child's play.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

@Gsquare86 I am starting to hate that word ya G. It sugarcoats what happened to them. They were murdered. The Murdered.

Sandmonkey Mahmoud Salem

All I know is, when it all falls apart, & all freaking out, we will be calm & think "Hey, no one is watching the BMW dealership!" :P