I am Tallulah

... and it's raining. Heavy rain. Apparently there is a heavy rainfall warning out for this area.

At least it's not s.n.o.w.

I've had another awful night of too little sleep and too much thinking. Last night I managed only three hours sleep.

But I didn't have another bad dream, so that's something.

I really need to deal with all this chaos in my head, to find some centre of calm and inner peace; to finally quiet the voice that keeps me from moving forward. I need  balance and serenity.

I need sleep!