Networking
Have spent part of today setting up yet another network page. So now there's my myspace, my bebo, my netlog, and my facebook. Not sure how I'm going to utilize them for advertising, but will see what I come up with in the next little while. Feel free to visit!
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Am feeling ambivalent these days. Partly my lack of sleep, no doubt, and partly something else. Not sure what it is, but yesterday I actually felt... out of sync with myself. I would type and the words wouldn't spell right, and I'd try to formulate thoughts and would end up losing the plot.
Went to the doctor this afternoon to renew my prescription. My BP is up and he was a bit concerned. That would really mess things up if I have to go on meds. I can't afford it. That just seemed to add to the increasing tension that fills me these days.
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I wonder why am I going back to the UK this year. I know it's to see S. but there is a small part of me that almost wants to cancel the trip this year. I can't really afford it, if I am going to pay for the few things that do need accomplishing. Yet, if I don't go, it may be my last chance to spend time with S. Because of his cancer, there is no telling if he will be around next year.
Why am I feeling this way? So tired. So unmotivated. So confused.
I have made no other plans than to stay at S. What happens beyond that is up to the universe.
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I am struggling to relinquish this desire to control everything and just let the universe unfold before me.
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Am feeling ambivalent these days. Partly my lack of sleep, no doubt, and partly something else. Not sure what it is, but yesterday I actually felt... out of sync with myself. I would type and the words wouldn't spell right, and I'd try to formulate thoughts and would end up losing the plot.
Went to the doctor this afternoon to renew my prescription. My BP is up and he was a bit concerned. That would really mess things up if I have to go on meds. I can't afford it. That just seemed to add to the increasing tension that fills me these days.
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I wonder why am I going back to the UK this year. I know it's to see S. but there is a small part of me that almost wants to cancel the trip this year. I can't really afford it, if I am going to pay for the few things that do need accomplishing. Yet, if I don't go, it may be my last chance to spend time with S. Because of his cancer, there is no telling if he will be around next year.
Why am I feeling this way? So tired. So unmotivated. So confused.
I have made no other plans than to stay at S. What happens beyond that is up to the universe.
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I am struggling to relinquish this desire to control everything and just let the universe unfold before me.
thelast30pounds
If your doctor wants you to try meds, ask if you can try the "water pill" first. Studies just a few years ago found hydrochlorothiazides are as effective at treating BP as other meds and they are generic and cheap! My doctor told me they work by flushing excess water and salt from your system (which is believed to cause pressure on your arteries). Uh, regular exercise can lower BP, too. Yuck, but a 2 mile walk, five days a week is uber cheap!
catherine
blue88
boogiesan
