I am Tallulah

This journal is my wee piece of cyberspace. Most entries are public. Comments are welcome but tread softly, lest you bruise me with your words.

Name: Tallulah
Location: Planet Earth

Entries for August, 2005

August 1, 2005

Monday evening

Once again the temperatures have risen to over 32C, and even though the sun is beginning to set, it is still hot outside. This summer has been far too hot for my enjoyment.

To make the out-of-doors even more unbearable -- the second wave of mosquitoes have arrived! Yesterday walking out the door was a challenge. No sooner was the door open but clouds of the tiny little bloodsuckers headed for the first exposed bit of skin they could find. Even bug spray wasn't much of a deterrent. They would just hover, waiting to discover that one spot on your body you missed.

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Amazing brother decided to purchase a new laptop computer yesterday. He will keep both, in case one has to go in for repairs, so he won't be without his internet connections.

He purchased an Acer 3003 WLCi, with mobile AMD Sempron processor 3000+, 15.4 WXGA CrystalBrite monitor, 80 GB HDD, DVD/CD-RW Combo, 512 MB DDR, and 802.11b/g wireless LAN. I'm sure all that means something to the techophiles reading this. All I know is: his new computer has double the hard drive that mine has! That is not right!!! And supposedly his computer has a faster processor than my Intel Celeron 1.3 GHz processor. That, too, is not right!!!

I spent the entire evening uploading all the stuff he needed: AOL 9, SpyBlaster, Spy Bot, Ad-Aware, Firefox, Yahoo Messenger and MSN Messenger. Still have to load the software for his webcam. Oh, and he bought a microphone too... he does love the chat!

The only thing I'm not thrilled about with his new computer is the really touchy mouse touch pad. Wow, is that touchy! He will have to purchase a new mouse as the old one won't plug in to the new computer.

I wonder if I could put a faster processor into my computer and a bigger hard drive?

While at the computer repair place last week I asked if they had any input on the Easy Media Creator software I purchased that freezes up my computer. The guy shook his head and said it was "junk" and that he uses Nero. Bloody hell! Why didn't I buy Nero instead? Because I'm stupid!!!

I would download a free copy of Nero but it takes so long on dial-up. Considering how much time I wasted with yesterday's downloads, I'm not sure I want to go through that again any time soon.

Have not used my mp3 player either. Since I haven't a clue about them, and I'm pretty sure the types of music I'd like to have with me isn't available on mp3, it isn't top on my to-do list.

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Mother's health is not improving. The GP was on vacation last week so maybe he will find some time to come see her this week. If he waits too long it will be too late.

She still adamantly refuses to go to the hospital and today got quite angry when I suggested a nursing home. She accused me of trying to get rid of her, to get her out of her own home.

Each day is a challenge, a battle, and no one is winning. 

 

August 6, 2005

Response

In response to Roy's post about religion, poverty and North Korea...

There are people who embrace their religion with enthusiasm, and follow it to the letter of whatever bible version to which they currently adhere. Some of these inspired people take things to an extreme and wear their religion as a crown that somehow raises them above the unwashed heathen masses. Others utilize their beliefs as a means to live as close to their Creator as possible.

There are people who embrace religion only on Sundays and never seem to fully grasp how to apply it in their daily lives. For them, it is enough to go to church - weekly, or whenever they are moved to attend. For some, religion is a status symbol. They are "good Christians" because they go to church.

There are those who feel compelled to spread the Word to all who do not believe as they do. The bible tells them this is the way to Heaven: to convert as many as possible and spread the word of God. All those who do not follow their religion are doomed.

There are zealots who twist religions to suit their own purposes, who use religion as a weapon against those who they believe to be weak or inferior. Sometimes these zealots manage to convince large numbers of the weaker-minded to join them in their quest for spiritual dominance. 

There are those who choose to completely ignore religions. Religion may be construed as a lie, or a way of controlling the masses. For these people religion offers no solace, no support.

Then there are those who fall between the cracks. These are the ones who struggle to make sense of religion - any religion. Some are not certain what they want in a religion and will spend their lives searching for something to believe in. Some seek religious enlightenment but are not willing to swallow any particular religion, preferring to sample religion as one would a buffet. For these people (I am one of them), it is important to learn what each religion offers, and to sift the good out of all systems of belief, then find a way to apply that to their daily existence.

Each is following a path that makes daily living as bearable for them as it can be. Faith may comfort them, lift them when they fall, support them through the difficult times, and inspire them. It may offer some a hope of everlasting life beyond this existence.

The problem, as I see it, arises when religions begin to threaten people, to alienate them from life and loved ones, to suggest that any one particular religion is THE religion and all other paths lead to condemnation. When a religion segregates you and attempts to control your thoughts and actions beyond simply teaching, it begins to enter a destructive realm.

Many of todays religions are treading on this very ground; some have been exceedingly controlling in the past. However, with the continued spread of information in our now-global community, this control is more visible. Some will cherish control because it lends structure to their lives. Others will recoil from control and seek a path that offers more freedom.

It is all good.

Religion is meant to offer inspiration to each of us, individually. We do not speak the same language, so why would we worship exactly alike? The Christian bible alludes to this individuality when it speaks of spreading the word of God to everyone, each in their own tongue.

Part of the problem is interpretation. The Judao-Christian bibles have undergone interpretation and re-writes many times and, as our language changed, so did the interpretations. What we have today in the various bibles is, in my belief, far from the original words. I have often thought that if the Almighty himself were to read these books today he would scratch his head in amazement and say that was not what he said or meant.

The belief that to be a good Christian means spreading the word of God is not wrong in a basic way. However the bible has been literally interpreted to mean that teaching about God must be by promoting the Word and must be directed at people who believe differently than you do, often bombarding them with the inadequacies of their own belief system in order to convert them. At a minimum it is a single-minded path that does not allow for sharing ideologies or learning new ideas. At its worst, it is arrogant and egocentric.

Ideally, simply LIVING one's religion is the best way to teach others about one's faith. It is not necessary to embrace an entire religion to be inspired by the good it has to offer. Observing someone live their lives with grace, dignity, compassion, kindness and charity is far more inspiring than any words, from any religion.

Which leads to the discussion of global poverty. As with religion, there is a belief that "our way" is the right way and those who do not follow "our way" are wrong. For years developed countries have tried to force their beliefs upon the less developed nations, and the results have often been tragic. I recall the Canadian government's pathetic attempt to "help" the Inuit people by building houses up north, providing furniture, taking away their need for hunting by giving them food and then leaving them. Unfortunately, they never thought to provide the Inuit with hydro so when winter came the Inuit were forced to burn their free furniture in their free stoves so they could cook their free food. Nor did they think about what would happen if the supply of food could not get through the frozen north during winter.  The good intentions were not thought out to a logical conclusion. Only one step was taken, with no vision towards the future.

The solution to world poverty is not simple, nor is it a one-time, one-action process. The hungry must be fed -- that is a given. Starving people cannot begin to help themselves. However this is only a first step.

In most of the areas severely affected by this magnitude of poverty the physical realities of drought, crime, corrupt governments etc. must be balanced with the dispersal of food. There is no one easy solution and the problem will not go away with a few well-meaning concerts and some government handouts. It will take years to affect a measurable change. Education, agriculture, government changes, are all needed before poverty in these areas will end. It will take long-term commitments by the Haves towards the Have-nots.

That brings up the balancing of "help" with "change".   

Offering assistance does not give the developed nations carte blanche to force their way of life upon these people. To do so is to take advantage of them at their weakest. Cultural evolution will happen -- it is inevitable. Whether that evolution follows "our" path remains to be seen. The most we can do is help those less fortunate to get back on their feet and then, as one would their child, let them walk the path they are meant to walk even if it isn't "our" path.

Having said that there are a few exceptions to this. If a society is threatening the well-being of it's people, the global community, or the planet, then change become a necessity. A country that endorses genocide/ethnic cleansing etc. is a danger to its people. No one should have to live in that kind of fear. It stops being a political issue and becomes a humanitarian issue. If a country's actions threaten the global village then changes must be brought about within that country. An example is the spread of avian flu in some Asian countries. Open-air markets with livestock in varying degrees of poor health packed into tiny cages, and disease spread throughout by the heat and unclean conditions, becomes a danger to the global community through people and travel. Not only is this situation absolute cruelty to animals, but it is a potential epidemic waiting to happen. If a country threatens the future of this planet, that too must change. Here in Canada, with the overfishing of the Atlantic seaboard, and the desire of the First Nations to continue fishing in these waters, the issue must boil down to the survival of the planet. Annihilation of species of wildlife to support ages-old traditions must change. We, as a species, do not have absolute right over all life forms. We share this planet -- the operative word being SHARE -- and must find a balance by which we all can live.

Throughout civilization cultural changes have occurred, either by force or by nature. This change is inevitable and will happen within all cultures eventually. We must strike a balance between assisting those who need assistance, and affecting change when change is most needed.

Roy also wrote about the situation in North Korea. Unfortunately I have very little knowledge about that issue so will not even attempt a comment.

I commend Roy for upholding his system of beliefs. Having the strength of ones convictions is an admirable trait and one not often seen these days.

August 11, 2005

Early this morning my dear mother passed away.

 

There are no words left to say.