I am Tallulah

Writer-artist-photographer. Curious, questioning, always learning. Environmentalist, Animal Rights Advocate. ESMA supporter. Comments are welcome. Please be civil. ~ Darling, I'm allowing my inner bitch to run wild today. Mind you don't get in the way.~

Name: Tallulah
Location: Canada/United Kingdom

August 22, 2004

Sunday evening

Finally got online! My brother was hogging the internet. Yes, I hate to admit it, but we've only got dial-up, and that means only one person online at a time. Also means no one can phone in, which really doesn't bother me a bit. That's what my cell phone is for.

Right now I am wearing my lovely new tee shirt designed by MacDaddy Tatsu, which can be purchased from his shop, Myxis. The design is fabulous. The tee shirt, although probably made in a sweat shop in Mexico (yes, it's made in Mexico), is well-constructed. You should definitely check out his shop and see the great stuff he has designed.

Late last night/the wee hours of this morning I enjoyed two Bette Davis movies. The first one was "Now, Voyager" (1942). The last line of the movie will stay with me forever: "Oh Jerry, lets not ask for the moon. We have the stars." The movie was incredible, on so many levels, and I empathized with Bette's character so much. The second movie was "Jezebel" (1938) and, again, it was fabulous! I can see why Bette Davis became such an icon of movies. This woman can say more with her eyes that most people could ever hope to say in words. Nor did the actress shy away from playing tarnished/damaged characters. If you haven't seen "Now, Voyager" or "Jezebel", do check them out. They are available on video but you can often find a Bette Davis picture playing somewhere on cable or late-night television.

It's been eons since I watched any of my classic movies. I'd forgotten how powerful black and white movies can be. I am so against the colorization process that many movies have undergone. It diminishes the movie. There is something compelling about watching a serious picture done black and white. I can't even begin to imagine watching Ronald Colman in "A Tale of Two Cities", filmed in 1935. Watching as he gives his speech "It is a far, far better thing I do than I have ever done. It is a far, far better place I go too than I have ever been," mixed with the somber tones of the black and white film, makes his speech even more compelling. I remember being in high school english class and the class moaning about having to sit through a b&w film of this classic. However, by the end of that film, there wasn't a dry eye in the classroom.How I wish those actors could see a classroom full of jaded students of the future watching their movie and responding so emotionally. What a tribute to the acting and techical skills of all involved.

This afternoon I enjoyed re-watching "Close Encounters of the Third Kind". I am such a fan of Richard Dreyfuss. If you haven't seen him in the Section Eight Production called "Fail Safe" (also filmed in b&w!), do check it out when it comes on again. His performances always move me. Perhaps because he has such an average countenance -- he's not that attractive, but he's compelling. With this afternoon's movie I found I still get weepy at the end. I have a little close encounter-type story, but I'll spare you the details here.

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One of my all-time favorites..." "Why should we be in such desperate haste to succeed, and in such desperate enterprises? If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away."

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MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 24th, 2004 at 02:13 AM
There is no freedom like braodband freedom! BURN YOUR DIAL UP MODEMS LADIES!
Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 11:51 PM
I feel so guilty! Have sent you an email...................... :bag:

If you can survive this with your patience in tact you can survive anything. :)

MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 10:33 PM
I found a LOT of really cool free fonts on \"THE QUEST FOR THE EDWARDIAN FONT\".

Still havent found anywhere that is offering it for free though. *Sigh*

MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 09:22 PM
Hi again, I wanted to ask you if you liked WHERE I had the links to TalSpeak, STV and BUC? I ask because of you want them somewhere other than under the logo, now is the time to tell me. If you want them in menu on the left or something I mean.

MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 09:09 PM
Sorry, but the changes that are needed will require me to scrap all my work to date and start over. I will keep you informed.

MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 09:05 PM
Could you do me a huge favor? I need the fonts (Edwardian and Baskerville) because my machine doesnt have it and I would need to pay to get it. (Its free for europeans, but yanks have to pay? That is evil right there! ;P )

MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 08:59 PM
Read the other changes. They will be exceedingly diffucult to do. This may take a lot of time as graphical alterations are by far the most difficult to wrangle. (This is especially true of the removal other two pictures.)

MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 09:03 PM
In the future, please send me images you wish to use BEFORE hand. You only sent me two to use. Not to nitpick, but I thought it was a fairly open ended thing and didnt know all these other elements existed or where you wanted things. I will try to get this work, but I would also like to know if you have some larger versions of these images you sent me because the ones in the document are very low resolution, Photoshop is having problems resizing and altering them. Thanks!

MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 09:00 PM
I will try to get these done soon, but I am looking at about a week to a week and a half to redo the graphics alone. Sorry.

MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 07:37 PM
The font you selected cannot be replicated in Photoshop, so is it ok if I rip it DIRECTLY off of the DOC you sent me? Also, I can change the color of pretty much anything you want to almost anything you want. Im naughty that way. ^__^

Anyhow it will just add a little time and its nothing too major.
Comment posted on August 22nd, 2004 at 10:28 PM
There\'s certain things people shouldn\'t admit...

Like...
1. Dancing naked in your backyard
2. Pick you nose while driving
3. Silently Farting in the elevator
4. You use dial-up.
:P :-D
Comment posted on August 22nd, 2004 at 10:31 PM
*sigh* I know... I\'m so embarrassed.

However, it\'s better than no internet at all. :-D
Comment posted on August 22nd, 2004 at 10:46 PM
poo...you always rain on my parade. :(
Comment posted on August 22nd, 2004 at 10:53 PM
:devil: :smirk: :mischief: :-D

MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 01:08 AM
TAKE A PICTURE OF IT!!! PLEASE!!! (You in the shirt...not the dial up modem)

Also, HK my brother of crazy, dial up is something that you can make fun of Canadians for. They lead the Americas and Europe for dial up usage. (The chinese however have the most) and you missed out on a chance to capitolize on it? Are you feeling alright? Losing your edge? Sleepy?
Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 01:19 AM
:bigeyes: You want a picture? :goggle: Of me in the tee?? :o Oh, uh, let\'s see, where <i><b>did</b></i> I leave my camera.......... :bag:

:P

*ahem* Don\'t be giving HK ideas now! ;-)
Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 02:17 PM
I am working on it....... :)

MacDaddyTatsu (guest)

Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 01:40 AM
Lots of original art and an original font. (Well a highly modified version of quiggly so it looks like cursiff.) Thoughts?
Comment posted on August 23rd, 2004 at 02:17 PM
Still working on it...... :)